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I mean it isn't exactly the first random update I've ever done, is it?

Hi. It's been a while.

I've been feeling like uploading a journal for a few weeks now and I have no idea why. I'm not on dA, I'm not looking at art or talking much with anyone, yet here I am. I think dA has just always been a great place for me to write stupid shit without too many close people seeing.

I don't even know what this update is about. :lol:

Seriously, I'm just typing what come to mind here lawl

First, I do want to apologise for not replying to comments. I do read them, even if it takes me a few years, but I tend not to get engaged in conversation here anymore. Dunno why. Sorry.

Second, I suppose I want to browse some art, so I'mma go do that. Maybe see what my favourite artists have been up to for the past 4 years.

I personally haven't 100% stopped drawing, but I don't exactly post art every day, now do I?

I still livestream on Twitch every now and then but it's rare that I actually feel engaged in what I'm drawing.

You know what, I'm just gonna end the journal there, I'm not even going to give any context or reason as to why I wote this journal and just press subm-

EDIT 2: WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT......... deviations are now shown in Watch? That's fucking... different...

EDIT: Oh, so wait... Ian delete all my feedback at once. Cool.

Oh, look... LOOK OVER THERE... now look back here...

Charlotte is making her official comeback for the billionth time!

Yes, I am and, as usual, I hope that this time sticks. ._.

Okay, so a lot of you guys know it's been a messy couple of years for me. Since leaving France, BLAH BLAH BLAH you guys know the story.

ENOUGH ABOUT THAT STORY

Let's look on!

I've been gradually implementing my hobbies into my fucked up busy day life. I've been thinking of making a comeback recently and something pushed me.

Or actually, someONE.

Meet :devminimuffinpainter: I mean MiniMuffinPainter HOW THE FUCK DO YOU TAG SOMEONE ON ECLIPSE SOMEONE HELP ME

She joined dA literally not even an hour ago and you guys are already going to make her famous as hell, okay? Please. Thanks.

She's an awesome colleague and friend and she - wait for it - is a FIGURE PAINTER! She used to be on dA so let's all remind her how awesome this platform can be underneath the ArtStation-cloneness and foot fetishes!

Anyway, today we made a pact that tonight we'd get on our respective PCs and create a dA account.

Well, this is like a decade-old ACCOUNT, but it still... COUNTS, okay?

I honestly hesitated to start a new account but this one has so much that I just figured I'll get it back up and running. It's an old ugly account but I can make it work with all of you'll's help (it's a word now, okay? ._.)!

Jokes aside, I'm still not comfortable with drawing like a fucking art machine and doing a livestream every ten seconds like with :devsierranatteth: (that was an awesome and crazy time of my life, I've gotta say) but I'm thinking of participating more in the community and using my old account will be cool because people can check out my old stuff.

OH ALSO

I'm going to be uploading some of my best art from :devsierranatteth: for the next... couple of weeks? Or so. I want that shit in my gallery because it's been an INSANELY important part of my growth as an artist. So it's gonna be here, deal with it.

STOP EVERYTHING. I've just remembered how shitty my computer is and thought you might want to know that I've shifted to Notepad to write the rest of this journal so that Firefox doesn't just crash on me and DELETE THE WHOLE JOURNAL LIKE LAST TIMAAAAAAH and I'm okay again.

Anyway. Let's get a bit serious. It's been a long time. I'm gonna delete ALL of my inbox and start from zero. I have a lot of messages just sitting there and I'm sorry to say they're gonna get deleted. I have read EVERYTHING including birthday posts and comments on my art but I will not be replying. I really hope you guys understand. I want this to be a true clean slate.

The next couple of weeks, as I've mentioned, will be full of my Sonic drawings from :devsierranatteth:. I'm not sure what I'm going to do with the account itself (it was too awesome for me to delete it, but I have so much art I owed it shouldn't even be legal). I want to try and commit to a schedule for uploading but since I'm still in a bit of a messy mess in my head, I think I'll make it once a month or something. Seriously something that I can actually manage aside all the shit I have to get done every day these days.

I think I might mix my approach I've had on this account and on :devsierranatteth:. I want to be my crazy self but also be the professional I was pretending to be on Sisi so you guys have to play along so I can start selling art to strangers, okay? Don't let on. Cool thx

If you're reading this and you're a watcher, you are fucking awesome. After all this time, you're still checking my shit? That's so AWESOME! Thanks and I will make a point to be more appreciative towards you.

There's gonna be a lot of things moving about on my profile what with Eclipse making us shift to newer ways of being on dA. Instead of sulking too long about it (I've done my time), I've decided to just accept it and try to work with it. As should all of you!

I'm also thinking of having a new OC! I love all my past OCs but this one has been one I've had in mind since I was a fucking CHILD. I want her to be a thing so I need to start a design! WOOOO am I excited! LET'S DO THIS!!

That - that was the end of the journal.

As usual, I'm fucking terrible at endings...

Okay...

bai.